Today I went to Sacrament meeting by myself, because Ron was not feeling well. It was the Primary program. It was so tender and at the same time, I found it sad. I miss the days when my kids would be in the program, singing or making faces at me and their dad.
I miss the little things like that. I want to have grandkids that sing in the Primary program so I can go see them. I want to go to Grandparents day at their school. Those are the things I am looking forward to now.
I don't miss the hassle of homework, the worry when they are sick, the worry of where is the money going to come from for this dance. I don't miss the mean kids in school and the times when you have to explain to your babies, that some kids are just mean. I don't miss the stressing over every little thing imaginable. I do miss the daily little things. The laughs, the communication, the baths, getting them ready for bed. And I miss having them sit next to me in church and trying to keep them quiet. Today......it was too quiet on my bench.
Here we are....and this is our blog. Family is our passion. This is my attempt to document our lives. Ron and I raised three kids, who are the pride and joy of our lives. More than anything in my life, I have loved being a mom. It has been the funnest and hardest time in my life. I love my family. I love being a grandma now and look forward to each and every little spirit that comes into our family.
1 comment:
Okay I cried again!!
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